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October 31, 2011Halloween and the Werewolf Within
Two new Christian books embrace monster stories as ways to understand the human heart.
I snuggled up close to my daughter as we each cracked open our brand-new books, ready for some quiet reading time. It lasted about 30 seconds.
And I guess I’ve always been sort of interested in weird stuff. Stuff like werewolves and vampires and zombies and houses where you go into the bathroom and turn on the faucet and out comes blood. Stuff like that.“He’s just like you, Mama!”
My children know me well. Indeed, I share Zach’s interest in weird stuff. Not so much the blood out of the faucet, but the monsters and spooky houses? Yes. Love it. At least in stories. In fact, I’ve written about my love of the “ooky-spooky” here at Her.meneutics, and have defended my love of Halloween and all the accompanying creepiness as things that actually draw me closer to God.
So you can imagine my delight discovering that not one but two new books— Night of the Living Dead Christians: One Man’s Ferociously Funny Quest to Discover What It Means to Be Truly Transformed (Tyndale House) by Matt Mikalatos, and The Zombie Killers Handbook: Slaying the Living Dead Within (Thomas Nelson) by Jeff Kinley—were hitting the shelves this month, and also propose that monsters can play a key role in our spiritual development. In Night of the Living Dead Christians, Mikalatos—a Portland-based speaker, writer, and Cru staff member—takes readers on a fictitious journey through days in the life of narrator Matt and his troubled friend and neighbor, Luther the Werewolf. In this funny, campy quest to rid Luther of his wolfiness (without out-and-out killing him, the way yet another man wants to do), Matt discovers a neighborhood and church full of other monsters, including out-of-control, life-sucking vampires and believe-whatever, brain-dead zombies.
In The Christian Zombie Killers Handbook, Kinley—pastor and founder of Main Thing Ministries in Little Rock—mixes fiction with nonfiction to point out the “zombies” in our lives. Instead of using zombies as “brain-dead” churchgoers, as they are in Mikalatos’s book, Kinley uses zombies to symbolize the sin that eats us alive. Kinley intersperses didactic chapters—explaining the power of sin as well as the need to confront it—with the gory tale of Ben Forman and his family’s quest to stop a global zombie epidemic. The book’s target audience is teenagers, so it should not surprise that I—someone two decades beyond teenage-dom—related to and enjoyed it less than Mikalatos’s book.
Both books compel readers to take a hard look at the monsters that lurk deep—or not so deep—in each of us. And each offers a glimpse at the good that ultimately can come from doing this, of examining our own souls. As Kinley writes,
Until you look in that dungeon soul mirror and see the grotesque image staring back, you will never really understand what Jesus did for you. . . . To rappel down to that pit of your heart is the best field trip you could ever take. It’s where you truly come face-to-face with your sin-self. But the good news is that it’s also where you find your desperate need for a Savior.At the end of an otherwise gore-free book, Mikalatos dishes up the gruesome in a scene where Luther the Werewolf learns what dying to Christ can really feel like: “He took hold of my snout and forced his fingers between my teeth, and with a terrifying speed and surprising strength, he yanked my jaw open, then pushed it further until I felt my jay begging to crack. I tried to shout, to tell him to stop, but he kept going until my jaw snapped like old firewood . . . I felt a hand in my side where they knife had wounded me, and then the excruciating pain of the tearing there.”
Later, we see Luther literally rising from ashes, reborn, a werewolf no more. And yet before the book ends, we also see Luther huddled against his house in the rain, trying to wrap his former wolf pelt around himself. “He was crying . . . saying that he wanted [his wife] back and he thought that everything would be wonderful when he was born again, but he was wrong. It’s not all wonderful. It’s worth it, but it’s not wonderful.”
If more of us told these stories about ourselves—about our own rappelling trips down into the dungeons of our souls, or about the nights we too tried to tie our own, sin-fueled lives back on—we wouldn’t be so disturbed by the creepy stories and images so prevalent this time of year. With enough honesty and grace, we might begin to see that the real monsters are often the ones looking back at us in the mirror—and that, as Luther the Werewolf learned, Jesus alone is the one who can make beauty out of our beasts.
I say let’s welcome Halloween and the creepies of life as ways to help us talk about and confront the darkness that lurks within ourselves. Because if we can’t face and admit what lurks about the dark, it’s hard to appreciate and talk about the One who shines the light.
Caryn Rivadeneira is the author of Grumble Hallelujah: Learning to Love Your Life Even When It Lets You Down (Tyndale, 2011) and a regular contributor to Her.meneutics. Visit Caryn at http://www.carynrivadeneira.com.

Comments
Both Herman Hesse's Steppenwolf and Stevenson's Dr. Jekyll and Mr Hyde set out to explore the inner duality of the human self, and succeeded marvelously in uncovering the beast within. Neither of those seemed to have any path to resolving the tensions. I hope these new books can do the job.
Posted By: David Neff | October 31, 2011 11:41 AM
Ooohhh, Caryn, I love this! I'm not huge on the gore myself, but I do love the idea of any kind of fantasy mirroring our life in Christ. Thanks!
Posted By: Monica Selby | October 31, 2011 12:21 PM
I've sat here for a while, reading and re-reading this, trying to think how to respond. This is a thought-provoking post.
I never thought about how Halloween monsters & company are outward manifestations of my own inner demons. No wonder I've been so creeped out by those little goblins and witches appearing on my doorstep; they're modeling the darkness in my soul. Thank God that he is scandalous and amazing enough to love even a beast like me.
Posted By: Laura Droege | October 31, 2011 12:33 PM
The description of Jesus pulling the wolf part off of Luther reminds me of the scene in Voyage of the Dawn Treader where Aslan strips the Dragon off Eustace one layer of skin at a time. It's painful too, but (unlike Luther) Eustace finds the end result wonderful. He may still be a bit confused at times, but he knows what it's like to be known by God and to belong to him. The comparison with the werewolf isn't exact, but it's the same motif.
Tim
P.S. The Missouri Department of Conservation has some handy tips on eradicating a Zombie infestation: http://mdc.mo.gov/zombies.
P.P.S. And of course if you can't beat 'em, dance with 'em: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hG6oy46qKE4&feature=fvsr
Posted By: Tim | October 31, 2011 1:07 PM
Funny, I've been thinking quite a bit lately how much Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde is analogous to the Christian life--though it's been so long since I've read it I can't remember how Stevenson resolves it.
I appreciate your call to "tell these stories about ourselves". In our culture, we are so fearful of not measuring up that we can't be honest about our pitfalls, our hang-ups, or about how tough life can be at times.
Posted By: Halee G. Scott | October 31, 2011 1:17 PM
For a more academic take on monsters, religion, etc. (but by no means boring - Tim's an interesting guy), you might be interested in Timothy K. Beal's Religion and Its Monsters.
Posted By: Allyn | October 31, 2011 2:34 PM
http://www.christianitytoday.com/ct/2000/october2/29.79.html Read this article yesterday and was so glad I had when my kids asked (at bedtime, of course) why we celebrate Halloween. My preschool-appropriate summary: We can laugh at the things that scare us because Jesus is stronger than them all.
Posted By: Jenn | October 31, 2011 6:55 PM
As someone whose love of reading was cultivated by Stephen King, I so appreciate this! I've always thought that the modern "horror" genre is just an updated version of ancient mythology and fairy tales.
Great post!
Posted By: Karen | October 31, 2011 7:22 PM
Thanks for this post, Caryn! And I'm so glad you enjoyed Night of the Living Dead Christian!
Matt
Posted By: Matt Mikalatos | October 31, 2011 11:39 PM
The word "Beast within" indirectly or more directly relates to "Sexual Pleasure", not to be confused with gentleness & procreation in the sanctity of marriage, an outside & desirable but avoidable evil. The bible states that with GOD we be as angels neither marrying or given in to marriage. In other words no sex, but then it comes back to the question of pleasure. The answer is of this manner, for in Heaven is the love of GOD in its pureness which love gives great joy & that Pleasure arising of that joy far out weighs any type of pleasures that can be obtained on earth. The beauty of GOD & Heaven.
Posted By: abey | November 5, 2011 9:58 AM